apologies..to d ppl done wrong
restrictions. will. precautions. enforcements. laws.
instincts. humane.
these are some of the things i was able to think on reasons of why
people don’t
do things that they don’t. but thats not my point. feeling the awful regrets on
the things that others and i’ve done (that could be either wrong or right)
throughout the years of being a bad servant, a bad son, a bad brother, a bad
cousin, a bad niece, a bad friend, a bad member, a bad citizen, a bad person, a
bad human, i just want to question the actions that homosapiens such as you and
me took in the past, in the present, or in the future, along this very short
period of time in our lives.
so why do people do, what people
do? why? why do we?
do we want to do things we do?
is it because we have to
do it?
or is it because we like
to do it?
is it because its the only thing
we can do?
or is it because that no one
cares, then we tend to do it without anyone noticing.
is it a habit?
do we do it voluntarily,
with a happy mood; or kinda forced by someone or something to do it,
while every bone in our body feel like it weighs a tonne..?
do we do it out of the urge to
survive?
an animal instinct?
is it because that it is a normal
reaction to the current environment surrounding us?
do we do things to balance
things out?
is it because of who we are?
do we do things to be just
like others and just follow everything, or do we try to be different
in every way we could that we struggle our heart out?
do we do it because we are afraid?
is it sometimes just as a precautious
action that we do in order to ensure that we wont be afraid anymore?
do we begin to do things after
we consider?
or is it before things
begin to happen?
do we hope that the things we do
today’ll somehow have an impact for tomorrow?
or do we hope that nothing
could ever change, after evaluating the things that we have done?
is it because we don’t want to hurt
people? or is it because we want to hurt people?
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can’t we just don’t do
it..?
March 5th, 2007 at 4:01 pm
salam.. haha.. i like this post. it comes from the inside. “zariq, hidamari sketch tu cter pasal art skool” and u said wut? do you remember?
hmm.. ade certain things yg mmg da dibentangkan pada kita, mmg kne wat, no matter wut. Allah da letak solat tu 5 waktu, kne la wat 5. (guys who are reading, zariq solat cukup eyh..)no matter how many tonnes our body becomes. LOL! and of course, Allah mmg suro kte wat sbb kat situ ada kebaikan utk kita. we cannot just dont do it.
but certain things like hidamari sketch art school..(i mean ur decisions in life) maybe bcos of someone. myb bcos of the urge to survive. animal insticnt or wutsoever. this part, i told my opinion before.. just want to remind you again.. there is something here at ur current position. ur lost item. suro Ayu-chan carik.. hehe.
well, if you just dont do it in the beginning, there will not be this post… or is it? ningen are creatures filled with desires. n one will not enuff, they want more n more.
anyway, ur prescence here made differences in other’s life. let’s just say, u are living the world, u r not just living ur life. u r someone worth more than a man.
hmm.. on the contrary, if u decided, i will back you up! decide properly ait? just remember.. WE got ur backs! LOL!
nayuki:fighto~dayo!
March 6th, 2007 at 12:54 am
perlu ke se’complicated’ 2??wat hav u done,,hav been done..no fixing or turn back time will make it ok..wut u can do now iz never eva do it again..but another Q ~
can u do it zariq?
huhu…wat bodo sudey..
March 6th, 2007 at 1:31 pm
sume soalan ni pun ade dlm kpale aku skrg..
March 11th, 2007 at 8:06 pm
**this blog so relates to most of us, huh**
what triggered this avalanche of questions+thoughts?
like shooting someone n then not knowing why we did it?
March 22nd, 2007 at 8:26 pm
i’m going to faint!!
March 23rd, 2007 at 11:55 pm
**counter comment**
this message flies to;
#1-5 - this post was dedicated to remind myself of how selfish and the many times i’ve taken things too much for granted.n the mistakes i’ve made.eventho its an indirect apology,i just put this up to sedapkn sket ati.a type of self cure therapy i think.still, a useless garbage whatsoever.