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huuhh~~

after about a month ++ i finally got the nerves to click my blog link and write something..i hope this time it’ll continue in a more istiqamah manner.. =3

now the only button i wish i could find is the rewind or the reset button, atleast. living the life as a hamba-Nya + student + son + brother + friend all at the same time kind of tire me a little,sometimes a lot,for i am still lack of skills and ability to manage all this in my short life. some people say that you can’t have everything in life all at the same time. this seemed true, tho there are times i wished that this rule could be bent a little.. =<

seemed like ages since i wrote my last blog..and a rather disturbing one too, may i say reading it again after all this while. sorry for the worries and all-i was at a non-linear state of body & soul control that time..but thankfully by time i’ve somehow recovered and regained some trust in myself. huurayh to me~~

now back to the main story. ever since returning from the previous 3-months semester break,which was somehow the same day after day,i’ve been seeing a lot of surprised faces upon stumbling the 2006th edition of this ezariq.. i admit-i changed alot,especially my physical appearance-no, i’ve not gained that much height..but in other aspects-from my morning unshaved short beard n moustache, changing from rider kereta to being a rempit cabuk, a much longer hair(still unmanagable tho =p) to my way of speaking, which oftenly tend to be gagap-like most of the time..of course, this are all what people said to me. up front. wonder what’s it like about those talking behind my back..nvm.

and the verdict on the reason of this change? nothing. plain classic old no reason.

i used to hold on to the principle on that there’s always a reason behind everything that happens in life.so i’ve been thinking-why be in a position that even i myself can predict? if i can read my actions, why couldnt anyone else? so in the short-term pursuit to surprise myself, i’m daring myself to be another ezariq and see which one suits best in this zaman which i was told to be filled with many selfish cold-hearted lying organisms apart from those i believe to be my true friends till the end..so smile peeps! =>